People ask me to stop thinking
About the things that I can no longer change.
A leaf that falls from the tree
Cannot be attached back;
It doesn’t belong there anymore!
They ask me to forget the unpleasant things
And stop being depressed.
If only it was simpler to forget!
If only it was simpler to forget
The image of her delightful face
Replaced by her blood-soaked ruins!
The sweet scent of her hair,
Lost in the stench of the gore!
If only it was simpler to forget
Her horror struck eyes wide open
In disbelief of the terrifying moment;
Could it all have just been a dream?
Could every terrible event end with you waking up and quelling from the nightmare!?
If only it was simpler to forget
My helpless effort of pacifying
Her voiceless heart screaming in fear
Trying to warm up her pulse-less palm;
Cold in the aftermath!
If only it was simpler to forget
The guilty feeling of having let her sit
Where I was sitting, moments before the tragedy
The guilt of having taken her on a
Never-returning journey
If only it was simpler to forget
And let go of the ghosts of her absence;
Of endless conversations about forever and eternity;
All destroyed in the blink of an eye
All washed out in the flood of tears
If only it was simpler to forget
And loosen up the shackles
Of the neurons, holding all the memories
And let them fly to the non existent land of solace
People ask me to forget!?
If only it was that simple to forget!
~Dedicated to a friend who recently survived an accident but lost his friend~